I really hope people here don't think I was making things up about losing my partner Simon.
It is all true, and I can prove it all.
Anyway, I am feeling a bit better to what I did. I am taking each day as, little baby steps, as they say.
I miss him every minute, but everyone tells me time will heal, even though I will never ever forget or stop loving him.
I like to think I'm a nice person, posting all about my loss at first was me in shock, panic and total disbelief.